Real Love is Forever

I love body central

2006-03-08T07:27:00.000-08:00

i love my new job. the people is nice especially my boss i love the clothes. i really like it however alot of my paychecks are probably going to go right back to the place i already bought some clothes there.

2006-03-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

i got the job:)

woo hoo

2006-03-02T10:52:00.000-08:00

had a job interview last night with body central a girl clothing store i'm pretty sure i have the job just waiting for the lady to call me and tell me my test results. if i get the job i'm going to be a cashier there the starting out pay is low but get 40% off the clothes. by the way if anyone is looking for a job they are still needing cashiers the store is opening saturday so anyone wants a job as a cashier there let me know looks like a great place to work located at south county mall

2006-02-28T13:25:00.000-08:00

well that job lasted a whole two days. I hated it i don't feel like going into detail just trust me it was a horrible job i shall go into detail later about how much it sucked. but yes i'm jobless again was supposed to go in today but ooops i didn't.

I GOT A JOB

2006-02-18T21:29:00.000-08:00

wooohooo finally. was walking around the mall the other day and i saw that Hibbet sports was hiring (it's like a sport clothing store) so i say what the hell i'll give it a shot. So I grabbed an application and turned it in today and a half hour after i turned it in the store manager called me and i was in the mall still so he asked me to come in i said sure so i went in and the interview went great he was very nice and after talking with him i took a test which took forever and poor joe was sitting on a bench the whole time finally it was done and he said he would have to look over it and get back to me in like a week because he was going out of town so i said ok and left then a few hours latter he called me and offered me the job. Woohooo so i start next saturday at 3 so atleast i get one more week of freedom now i need to go buy work clothes.

2006-02-14T10:32:00.000-08:00

weeee it's kati

2006-02-14T10:30:00.000-08:00

me after i drank a little to much and look i'm still going

2006-02-14T10:28:00.003-08:00

one of my bestfriends Julie and one of her 4 ferrets

2006-02-14T10:28:00.002-08:00

*laughs* John he's hilarious

2006-02-14T10:28:00.001-08:00

my drunken brother

2006-02-14T10:28:00.000-08:00

damn he's sexy

2006-02-14T10:27:00.001-08:00

Natalie and Chaos our kitty, he's not to fond of her.

2006-02-14T10:27:00.000-08:00

adorable little natalie and me:) She is so cute I love he to death she is so much fun

2006-02-14T10:15:00.000-08:00

job hunting isn't going to well. had and interview with target but didn't get the job. Put in several apps and nothing. I hope to have a new job soon cause i hate being unemployed, i feel like my x sitting at home everday while Joe goes off to work. Isn't right. Today is valentines day Joe thinks it's a stupid holiday which I do agree. You can show people you love them every day. Joe and I give each other presents for the hell of it all the time i think he's still up to somthing though. funny quote for the weekend.....

John....
"The fart was Hot...not sexy hot..... but like hot and humid and kind of spicey"

funny quote

2006-02-12T00:31:00.000-08:00

John:
The fart was hot, not sexy, but hot and humid kind of spicey

bad news i'm a sad heather

2006-01-26T14:16:00.000-08:00

got a phone call today it was my boss stateing the the owner came in today and said she's closing the stores along with all the granny stores she closed the gate and told everyone to go home i no longer have a job. so if anyone knows anywhere i could get a job be sure to let me know

funny quote

2006-01-23T08:18:00.000-08:00

Me, Joe, Kati, Julie, John and John's cousin were playing Scene It. For a tie breaker Joe and Julie had to have a staring contest....
Joe and Julie staring.... it's completely silent
John: "I just shit myself"

everyone busted up laughing and Joe lost to Julie cause he just couldn't stand not to laugh

grrr

2006-01-20T09:44:00.000-08:00

Store manager quit today so I got a phone call stateing that guess what I get my sunday taken away from me. I was supposed to be off the whole day and it was going to be a great day me and Joe were going to spend the day together then go to dinner then to see underworld 2, but now they took that away from me. Grrrrrrrr. Hopefully we can still go when i get off work that day but still I was looking forward to having the whole day off then have a wonderful evening with Joe.

wooo hooo

2006-01-19T12:57:00.001-08:00

I found out i get to keep my job now. It was all over a bunch of money. Owner wanted the mall to lower rent mall said no...then the mall caved and said ok so now we are staying hooray. . also Joe and I rearranged our room I like the new set up better. We tried to switch rooms with his mom cause our room is so small but she didn't go for it so we decided to just rearrange the room and bought a mini fridge and a new entertainment center room looks very good now.

now for some bad news:(

2006-01-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

i'm loosing my job at the end of the month:( our store will be closing.

Have not posted in awhile

2006-01-12T07:41:00.000-08:00

Trans siberian orchestra was great very impressed. Had an awesome ending. After the concert we went over to kati's where we exchanged presents. Kati got me an awesome NBC blanket (which isn't big enough to even cover me but it still looks awesome we are going to hang it up for decoration) and it came with a ZERO! which your supposed to stuff the blanket inside him. I've been wanting a stuffed zero forever! thank you kati you're awesome:) we got kati a harley quin doll (sexy) new magic 8 ball (cause hers was broken) and a copy off little mermaid on dvd(we got it off ebay and was disapointed to seee that it's bootleg oh well she can just watch it till the real one comes out on dvd. So that all was much fun. christmas eve was alright. We went out to my grandma's house where everyone brought a 10 dollar gift. It was fun how we echanged them. pulling numbers and swaping them around. Joe met my other aunt and Uncle and didn't think they were very nice. then again i don't talk to them much myself so don't have much of a relatoinship. I hope next time they are nicer. but it went over well night was fun. Christmas day i went over to my dads house where surprise my oldest brother was there no not chris but bill. him and my father don't get along and my father proved why while bill was there which by the end of our vist bill had yelled at my father and stumped out (dad said somthing about bill's mother his mother passed away when bill was 18 his mother was my dad's first wife and it didn't end well) So my dad can be a bit of a jackass and doesn't think before he talks. after visting with my dad i came home to a house full of people. All of Joe's stepdad's side of the family. Haven't met all of them before but they were all very nice. then over to the ronks side (joe's mom side) they are all very nice i really like them. We had fun exchanging presents and then i played disney scene it with his cousins. so I had an excelent christmas. It was much much bigger then usual.

Best Christmas ever

2005-12-23T14:56:00.000-08:00

Everything seems to be better with joe. My birthday with him was great halloween with him was great our 6 month anniversary was great and christmas so far is awesome. Last night was the first christmas party. It was for his close family like mom dad brother and sisters ect. However alot a people were missing so we are continueing it christmas morning. anywho the day was fun I spent all day cooking with Joe's mom and a family friend while joe was working then around 6 everyone started showing up. First we ate which was good, then it was time for presents. first we let the kids start. then everyone was like ok everyone start opening. I Saved Joe present for last. (we were both supposed to save our big presents for each other till christmas morning but Joe was a butt and brought mine but his reason was he wanted to to be able to use it for christmas) After opening great gifts from his mom and brother i opened his. You'd have to ask Joe how i exactly reacted to his present but he says it was priceless. HE GOT ME A DIGITAL CAMERA!!! I'm this big photography freak and been wanting one for awhile (but most of you that read this already know this) I reameber screaming and jumping on him and giving him lost of kisses. It is by far the best gift I have ever gotten. That just topped off a great evening. Not only to I love Joe with all my heart but I love his family. they are all so nice and funny and make me feel so welcomed. I'm so in-love with Joe and can't wait to be part of his family. I LOVE JOE. Tonight is Trans - siberian Orchestra which i am very excited about then it's over to kati's for more presents. I love Christmas and spending it with Joe makes it all the more better. I am looking forward to many many more forever

Thought of the moment

2005-12-15T13:19:00.000-08:00

*Smiles happily* I love Joe

grrr

2005-12-12T09:58:00.000-08:00

not only did thoes stupid bitches steal my wallet but they stole are safe keys and broke into our safe. They only got away with fifty bucks but that's beside the point. Not only was our store hit that night but the store next door had some merch stolen and two jewlery stores were hit too. I hate people

I hate stupid/mean people

2005-12-09T11:11:00.000-08:00

Last night my wallet was stolen. It sucks I had everything in there. debit card credit card permit pictures reciepts checkbook and by mistake i forgot to take out my S.S card. I fianlly made all the phone calls and got it taken care of but i'm still pissed. This is what happen. I was working minding my own business unpacking boxes behind the counter at work when these two colored ladies walked in. One was in her 50's and the other in her 20's i would guess. they were catching my eye cause they were acting very suspecious they would look are at the merchandise then look up at me see if i was watching then the older women came up to me and said " i have a question follow me" I later relized she was lureing (didn't spell that right) me away from the counter. I went to the back of the store with the women and she asked me a few stupid questions like what a pillow we had was for i told her "decoration just like everything else in this store." Turns out while the other women had me distracted the other one went behind the counter. my guessing is she was trying to get into the register but had no sucess so she looked under the counter and noticed my purse so took my wallet. Finally they left and walked to the store across the hall (i work at the mall) and stood there and watched me as i looked down and saw eveything in my purse gone through and my wallet gone. I looked back up at them glared at them and they took off. I called security after it happened and they were no help. I would love to see thoes bitches again. If they dare come near the store again while i'm there shit will hit the fan.

2005-12-06T10:57:00.000-08:00

I love this commercial. It's so cute. Has two of my favorite animals in it polar bears and penguins. I'm trying to find the commercial online so i can download it but no sucess. if anyone knows where i can find it let me know.

Thanksgiving

2005-11-23T10:30:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is thanksgiving, During the day i'll be with my father then after that My brother Joe and I are heading out to St. Charles to vist with family and eat at my aunts. Joe will be meeting the rest of my family. He was well liked by my grandmother so the worst is over.

harry potter 4

2005-11-21T11:02:00.000-08:00

saw it saturday night on the mega big imac screen at ronnies the movie was awesome but we had to sit really close which sucked. We are going to go see it again and hopfully that will be better. I'm doing much saving now because my psycho of a mother informed me that she's not paying for my college anymore. Lets add that to the long list of why she pisses me off. It's alright though I can do it. I'm am actually very excited about starting school again. It will be in January.

2005-11-16T11:08:00.000-08:00

last one I promise

2005-11-16T11:07:00.000-08:00

pretty

2005-11-16T11:06:00.001-08:00

...damn...yes ladies I know what your thinking but he's all mine.

2005-11-16T11:06:00.000-08:00

perfesonal pics taken about 2-3 weeks ago I love Joe :)

2005-11-16T11:05:00.000-08:00

cute couple

2005-11-16T11:04:00.000-08:00

Two very sexy ladies :)

2005-11-16T10:59:00.000-08:00

me and Joe halloween party...we so look the part

2005-11-16T10:58:00.000-08:00

Halloween party sexy heather

6 month anniversary joe's so sweet

2005-11-04T13:07:00.000-08:00

November 1st was Joe and I 6 month anniversary and he made the plans all himself and they were great. After a day of shopping with Kati and Joe, we took kati home then Joe and I returned home to get ready to go out. I wore his favorite red dress and he wore black dress pants and a black button up long sleeve shirt (which is rare cause Joe is alwasy seen in shorts and flip flops) Then we headed down town first we went to the Old Spagettie Factory which i've never been but I love pasta so it was great. Afterwards we went outside and the was a white horse and carriage sitting outside still (it was there when we went in to) I had brought my camera with me (not knowing the exciting things we might do) and I took it out and took pictures of the horse it was so pretty. Then Joe looked at me and smiled and said let's go for a ride. I was so excited. Apparently he had plan on doing this. It was so much fun. We went along the riverfront which was pretty. After our 15 min ride I got to pet the horse and we took more picture then went home. It was a wonderful evening and first time for me being romanced and I loved it:)

Awesome halloween party.

2005-11-04T13:03:00.000-08:00

Party went great. Lots of people showed up which I thought not many would show up. The food was great games were great. Joe won best costume:). I looked hott :p . The basement turned out great. The stone wall looked awesome and the bathroom was gross...(it looked like it was infested with bugs). Hoooray we are awesome:)

2005-10-27T23:18:00.000-07:00

sexy tinkerbell sexy heather *says in kool-aid man voice* OH YEAH!

2005-10-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

"This is halloween this is halloween" halloween party is tomorrow which kati and I mainly kati have been planning for for a month or more. I hope it to be good and I hope fore alot of people to show up especially due to all the work and money we have put into this. I am being sexy tinkerbell and Joe is captain hook:). Joe and I got our pictures taken again today. They turned out really good and due to me working at the mall the girl gave us a really good deal. There are some really cute poses. I can't wait to get them back. I'm going to have to buy alot for frames. Our room is to small i wish we had a bigger bedroom so we can have more nice stuff. Ah well in a few years Joe and I will have our own house and we will have plenty of room:)

Sims!!!!

2005-10-07T21:01:00.000-07:00

I got sims!!!! Not only do I got sims but i have sims nightlife. It's soooo fun. there are sexy vampires in it and a nifty downtown area where there is sooo much to do i still haven't done it all yet, and due to my addiction i'm on it alot. A couple days ago I had the tastiest shake at steak n shake carmel apple. mmmmm tassstyyy. Tonight was the Twiztid concert! I had alot of fun. Last concert I went to I didn't have much fun cause a certain someone didn't let me have fun. This concert I was on the floor the whole time singing and dancing and haveing a great time opposed to last time I was not able to leave the balcany, and to top it off jamie madrox is sexy (I love you joe) Today was a good day. Played sims in the morning then concert at night. Tomorrow Joe meets my grandma that's should be intresting. I hope it goes well though. I don't have a very good realationship with my grandma but I still hope she likes Joe I hope the whole family does. I believe they will and they should cause he makes me so happy and it doesn't really matter weather they like him or not cause I love him and i'm very happy with him. I LOVE JOE.

cute thought of the moment

2005-10-03T08:33:00.000-07:00

hee hee my kitty is sleeping in my laundry hamper ^..^

2005-10-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

hooray i have sims now, must not let myself be on it all the time though cause i don't want to end up like my x. It annoyed me when my x was always playing video games i don't want to annoy joe with it. Grrr i hate Mike Jones. use to be good friends with him but since i broke up with my x he started saying shit like how he didn't even want to hang out with me anymore and all kinds of stuff now recently i was posting back and forth with my x on stlpunk being nice and Mike comes up and post on my page "seth doesn't want to talk to you hints why your not on his buddy list" and not to long ago when i saw him at the mall i waved to be nice and he looked at me and said "don't fuckin wave at me" Oh well doesn't matter to me anymore. Don't want to talk to thoes assholes anyways. I'm happy with Joe and will be forever. I love you

2005-09-26T10:35:00.000-07:00

Third time's a charm. After 2 times of trying hopfully i'll be able to play. It's true i'm a simaholic. My brother has tried to help me be able to play sims here at home but the computer joe bought (which is only meant to be for nongaming use. Will not let us upgrade. Chris has tried this twice now i bought a new video card and everything still not working. So after reformating the computer in the family room (it had viruses and not in good condition chris is going to try to put sims on there this thursday i hope it works. Saw Corpse Bride it was great still nightmare before christmas is better but i doubt burton will ever be able to top it.

2005-09-20T12:03:00.000-07:00

Corpse Bride is coming out this Friday. i'm gonna go see it after work with Joe! I'm very excited. I'm a Tim Burton fanatic, I bought a Corpse Bride T-Shirt so i'm all set.

2005-09-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

I'm testing out this hello thing awww we are so cute:)

Best Birthday ever

2005-09-12T11:03:00.000-07:00

My birthday this year was wonderful. I had to work the actual day of my birthday but the day after and sunday were awesome. Saturday I woke up to breakfast in bed. Joe got up early and went to steak n shake to get my favorite breakfast sandwich. After eating I got to open two presents from Joe each present contain a total of the first four books of a series i've been wanting for awhile but could never find cause they are out of print they don't make them any more. After presents we watched a movie then we went to the park and did one of my favorite things, feed the ducks. After feeding the ducks we went to ted drews then came home. Later that evening Joe and I went out to eat at Fridays with a bunch of friends. My brother, Will, Kati, and a new friend Jesse:) That was alot of fun then we went back to my brother and will's house for presents and drinking. John and Julie showed up too:). I opened another two presents from Joe which consits of the rest of the books but one of the series! Kati got me a sexy Molina (cardinals player) shirt and the Crow! (love that movie) My brother will both got me gift cards to bestbuy so I could buy Gilmore girls season 2. Everyone else got me there wonderful company and lots of fun which I enjoyed. Kati got drunk for the first time that night and it was hilarious. Me and heard combined drunk was sooo fun. After a wonderful day and night I had to go to work the next morning. Little did I know that there was more fun to come after work. After work Joe picked me up and we came home to a BBQ and several people at the house. It was a BBQ birthday for me!!! Joe's mom was so sweet to throw a small party for me and this meant alot to me not only cause it was a party for me but because for awhile I didn't think Joe's mom liked me very much but this very much proved me wrong. Becca Joe's sister made me a tasty cake. It had three layers and in the inside of the cake it had a checkerboard patern. We ate yummy pork chops , hot dogs and brawts, mashpotatos, carrots. All very yummy. After eating it was present time. Duke and Woffy (the dogs) got me body wash and bubble bath from bath and body and Chaos of Sherry (the cats) got me a 50.00 gift card to the mall. Though the presents were signed by the animals I knew they were all from Joe's family. I love his family. This was by far the best birthday ever!!!

latest funny quote

2005-09-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

Brought to you by Kati (hee hee)

Kati (towards me) : "You whore!"
Joe (towards Kati) : "Hey watch your mouth!"
Kati (towards me) : "You pretty whore?"

sprint sucks

2005-09-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

Debt sucks but I have to get myself out of it. Which i'm working on but sprint keeps dicking around they say I owe one amount the change there minds they've done this to me 3 or 4 times now it's getting on my nerves now I should have them all paid off now unless they call and bug me some more. So now all I have to worry about is my credit card which i'm very confident i'll have that paid off in a month or 2 if i'm good. Tomorrow is my birthday:) I'm not to excited about tomorrow cause I have to work but Saturday now that's a different story. I'm very excited about saturday. In the morning Joe is taking me out I do believe and I hope, and he's been sneaking about with presents. I've never had this done before, then after a wonderful day with Joe at night we are going to dinner with friends. This is gonna be the best birthday i have a feeling. Tonight i'm dying my hair back to close of the original color because I miss my long hair so i'm dying it brown and then growing it out, stop dying it so it can get healthy again. I'm gonna need to trim the ends though. Everyone says I look better with short hair but I miss my long hair. Today my bro is gonna try to fix my computer so I can play sims, I hope it works.

haven't been posting in awhile

2005-08-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

Joe's family came back from vacation, i was pretty bumed about not being able to go but i'm glad i didn't. Everyone wasn't getting along they say and some people didn't have a good time. However i enjoyed them not being home. they are nice and all but it was wonderful having the house to ourselfs. got new bumper sticker in for the car i don't have (yet) i should have one in the next couple months.. one says love+love=marriage and the other has three pictures, one is of two females another is of a male and female and the last is of two males and it says under them marriage is love equal rights for all. I'm not homosexual myself but i'll stand up for it. I have a big problem with peope that are aganist it. there is nothing wrong with it. support gay marriage! Anywho the rain has been aganist me lately. Joe and I have tried twice to go paddleboating down at forest park and both times it rained. Hopefully we'll be able to do it my next day of saturday. We are going to get married at forest park. At the lake right behind the art museum it's so pretty. I'm not sure if it cost anything . I'm excited, I want to be his wife:) I love him. first come engagement which i have a feeling is coming soon

Dedicated to me

2005-08-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

My bestfriend Kati wrote a story and when I read it I didn't even know she wrote it. While I was reading I was amazed. It was some of the best writeing i've ever seen. After reading it I looked to her and said "holy shit who wrote that" Then she told me she did and she wrote it for me. Then i thought about it for a min and the girl in the story did sound like me and her features were like me too, and the story was to do with vampires so of course. Prior to me reading the story she kept asking me my veiw towards vampires. Like what I thought they were like and everything. It was very good though and she agreed to continue cause she just made it a very short story but now she's gonna write more i'm excited.

3 months

2005-08-03T13:41:00.000-07:00

august first was the 3 month mark for me and joe. 3 wonderful months. We were gonna go to dinner but ended up just watching movies together the next night. It was nice. This friday his family are all going to florida and won't be back till the 14th. Only bad thing is i work alot the next two weeks.

birthday closeness

2005-07-21T20:55:00.000-07:00

I relized the other day just how close my birthday is :) I'm very excited cause I have feeling it's going to be a good birthday. Not only cause it's with Joe but because of Kati and my work makes a big deal about birthdays and i just have a good feeling about it. I wonder if i'll be going out to dinner with joe and his mom maybe nolan and linda that would be nice. Kati is talking about a party but seeing as I dont have many friends dinner would just be fine with me. Then next year i'll be 21 wooohooo but no one to go out with except maybe my brother (blah) due to me being older then most of my friends. blah oh well I just have a good feeling about this year:) september 2nd :)

damn my femaleness

2005-07-18T18:26:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of thinking to much? That's me I seem to as of lately to think into stuff to much, it's stupid really. Or tiny things will bother me. Though he says I'm not I bet it's driving Joe nuts. Which I know how girls can be well most girls, since most of my friends have been guys I've heard them complain about what they don't like that there girlfriends do. So I kind of try to take what they complain about and not do it myself. Sometimes it's hard though seeing as I am a female. No one is perfect though, and Joe loves me so that's all that really matters. One of my main goals in life is to make him happy. I love him very much and hope to spend the rest of my life with him. Men don't understand women, and Women don't understand men. I'm kind of rainting so i'm not guranteeing any of this makes since. (or if everything is spelled right). Or if I even know what i'm talking about. Well atleast my whole jealousy thing is gone. That i'm very thankful for. I hate being jealous, but after thinking so more I came to realize once again my thoughts are running away with me. On a happier note. I'm on chapter 11 of book 3 Harry Potter. I'm starting to really enjoy it. At first it started off pretty slow. It also helps that there is a werewolf in the book. Seeing as I have a werid intrest in them and vampires. All to report for now.

Grannys? Wow i'm the assistant manager

2005-07-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how one min. you never heard of the store and the next here I am the assistant manager. I love my new job it's awesome. The people there are nice the job is easy and fun and the pay is a wonderful 8.00 an hour. Due to me getting a new job they need me to work when we are supposed to go to florida so joe and I are staying back. I kinda wanted to go cause never been to florida and I love the ocean but I have the rest of my life, besides Joe and I came up with a fun idea to go to a bed and breakfast together in a couple weeks since we can't go to florida. I'm so excited about that. Especially since the B&B we will be staying at has a jacuzzi (i bet i spelled that wrong). Update on my previous post. The ring Joe and I took a look at it at the mall, and i wasn't to impressed, look so much bigger and better in the picture. So now Joe and I agreed that he'll pick it out. I think he's doing it soon too cause he keeps talking about it and he mentioned to Kati about going shopping for it with him. *giggles excitedly* I can't wait to be married to him. I love him so much, he makes me so very happy.

hey I can dream can't I

2005-06-28T20:18:00.000-07:00

Today Kati and I hung out at my house today while Joe was off running some errands. Out of boredorm I went looking around at the Kay jewlers site. I was looking through engagement rings and i found a beautiful one for only 300 dollars. White gold with three good size diamonds. I saved it and the information on Joe and I computer hoping he'd come across it. My birthday is in September (giggles).

almost lost kitty

2005-06-25T14:44:00.000-07:00

Chaos my kitty kat o00o ^..^ o00o got fixed and declawed and when he came home he seemed ok but tired then the next day he started breathing heavy and looked in pain. So we took him to the vet. He couldn't figure out what was wrong with him. He did an x-ray and blood test and found nothing. I told him i didn't have much money. Which i don't. The vet gave me some "heart disease meds" ( the vet thought that might of been his problem) so a few days of giving him pills he just got worse and worse and to top it off he wasn't eating. He got soo skinny. So i called the Vet and was going to put him down when he said "i'm not giving up on him he's to young" So we brought him in again and since the vet knew i didn't have much money he hooked us up with a free shot that made him hungry and gave him energy. He said go buy moist cat food (which chaos never eats) said the smell will attract him, and sure enough got him home and he started eating and as he ate more and more the healthier he got. Eventually his breathing problem stoped and he is almost back to normal. My kitty might be an ass but i love him. On a happier note things are going good with Joe and I. He makes me very happy. Of course we have are little tifs but all couples do. We just aren't idiots about it. We talk about it imediatly and then every thing is good again. My brother is still being an ass. Today Joe and I went over to my old house to help clean it and get it ready for the landlord to look it over before everyone left. Well Joe and I were over there for 4 hours cleaning and sweating our asses off, with my moms help (psycho bitch). Well we had the house pretty much all clean only thing that was left was a shit load of CHRIS'S STUFF so after Chris got there and my mom left. Chris came in a started spiting out orders. Telling me to load up his shit while he took a freezer to his house. Mind you there was no please in there anywhere and I had already been working for 4 hours while he was off doing god knows what. So Joe was like "oh fuck no we are leaving" which i felt bad for doing but you know what I had done my share and all my stuff was out of the house. So i'm just waiting now for the drama to start. Chris was pissed I left so now i'm just waiting for the phone call of him and or mom bitching. Bring it on i'm use to it by now.

can i have a streak of good luck now please?

2005-06-13T22:23:00.000-07:00

lots of bad stuff has been happening lately now i'm just waiting for the good stuff. Isn't that how it works? Stuff goes bad for awhile then you get the good stuff? I sure hope so.

grrrrrrr

2005-06-09T22:04:00.000-07:00

Why can't everything go right for a change. Went to Houston that was fun, but when i got back everything went to hell, i want to go back on vacation from my life. The day after we got back, my car broke down, and got in a big fight with my brother. Not fun, and today i had to get up early and go get it towed which sucked cause we don't have much money already due to me and Joe still not having jobs :( . I'm hoping everything is going to get better.

sad heather

2005-06-02T01:09:00.000-07:00

I didn't get the job. So now i'm screwed. I need to find a new job fast or Joe does. Be even better if both of us do. Went around putting apps in. So now i have to play the waiting game see if i get any call backs or maybe i'll call them. Today is Joe and I 1 month:). I spoiled him with gifts. Which they make him happy so that makes me happy. We didn't do anything (which i freaked out about cause i'm a stupid girl and I appologize) We are so busy lately cause of us both quiting and getting ready for houston. I'm excited. After being very picky about a swim suit i finally found one. It's not as good as the one I lost but Joe drools over me while i'm in it so that makes it a good suit. tee hee. I need to make more friends, and i need to get my licenses so I can go out with thoes friends and go out with current ones. My goal after houston is licenses and job. Really need both. Think I need the job more then the licenses but both will be great.

I Quit!

2005-05-31T19:04:00.000-07:00

I did it I quit. Jim (my boss) really pissed me off today. That was the last of it I had enough. Not only do I have a shitty job but I have shitty managers. So once again I said fuck it (seems to be a popular vrase used by me lately) I called Joe then I quit. The thing is Jim seem so happy about it. So fuckin satisfied with himself for being such an ass. Now the call i get tomorrow from Gifts n things has to be a good call or i'm screwed. I just hope Joe isn't mad about this whole thing. He quit his job too a week or more ago and we made the deal that I don't quit until him or I had a new job well didn't happen like that. I think we will be fine though. I have a good feeling about Gifts n things I just hope the feeling is right.

I hope

2005-05-30T20:35:00.000-07:00

I really hope I get a job at Gifts N things. I hate my job. Had to work today and it sucked I hate it so much. Wednesday I will know if I can quit or not. which I hope i can cause i'm gonna go crazy. I hate playing the waiting game. I wish I could see the future and know if I have the job or not cause I would of quit today. The interview went really well. The guy was really nice and they start off 7.00 an hour. Which is odd cause right now I make 7.25 and I do alot more work then I would be doing at Gifts N things. Only a quarter less then what i make now sounds good to me and do less work sounds even better.

it was a beautiful day

2005-05-29T21:44:00.000-07:00

today was a good day. didn't have to work which made it a good start. and waking up next to joe and in his arms makes it even better. today we really didn't do anything woke up sat around the house i went grocery shopping with his mom and sister (need to bond with them) and had sunday supper over at nolan and lindas house (joes brother and sister-in-law) and the rest of the day we just hung out together and watched movies and talked. my favortie part was being in his arms. i'm so sappy, but so in-love.

My first and very long post

2005-05-28T23:42:00.000-07:00

Big life changes. I went from being with a guy for almost 3 years to being in-love and happily with my bestfriend joe, to living with my brother, and a married and pregnant couple to living with joe, and now i'm changing jobs. Making all these changes there were alot of problems and tears but in the end it was all worth it.

Though i did love Seth i wasn't happy with him. There was somthing missing the conection was no longer there. With Joe it's different, i'm so happy with him. The love i have for him can't be described. Everyone has been freaking out about us moving so fast, but the part they are missing is Joe and I have been close friends for awhile now.

The moving out thing i have been wanting to do for awhile now. I haven't been happy there. My brother whom i use to be really close with, due to my mother being a total bitch has turned into an asshole himself, and the two roomates that live there, are expecting a little boy in August, yes they are married however they can barely support themselfs how are they supposed to support a child? I didn't want to stick around to see this. In the process of me moving out i have pissed off alot of people but they can get over it.

For awhile i've been doing what benefits other people but lately it's time to focus on what Heather wants. I wasn't happy with Seth so i ended it. I fell in-love with joe so now i'm serious with him. I wanted to move out for awhile but didn't due to everyone at the house wouldn't be able to afford everything with out me but I said fuck it. They aren't my responsibilty. So I moved out. With my job i hate it! I'm the card department manager at Factory Card and Party Outlet. I sort cards all day and put them out i'm so sick of cards i could scream. So even though they do need me now especially since the big bomb they droped on us about us becoming the clreance card store so i'm leaving. I had an interview the other day i'm just waiting for a reply. It went well so I hope and think i got it. I'm hopping the guy will call my cell while i'm at work and say i got the job so then I can look at my asshole of a boss and be like i got a new job goodbye and just leave.

This summer is packed full of vacations. In May right after it ended between Seth and I and Joe and I got together we went to Chicago to see a U2 concert, which was awesome. The whole trip was great. Next week we are going to Houston with his dad and brother, and in August we are going to Florida!!! I'm very excited about Florida. I can't wait to be on the beach. I've never seen the Ocean before.

So now i'm just getting everything in order. Working on the new job thing, getting situated at Joes, also trying to get my license. I'm enjoying my new life.